Today has been soooooo long and sooooo tiring. Just running on 4 hours of sleep along with all that crying is really draining.

After i heard what the doctors said, i sent a mass text to his friends and about thirty of them showed up within an hour...it was amazing to see how many solid friendships my brother had, and that wasn't even half of them.. my brother is truly amazing. In the words of Nicole's mom, "Thomas could make a friend out of.. a ROCK"

Right now Thomas is doing slightly better. His fever is gone. PRAISE THE LAWD! And everything is just a little better. But he is still very very very very sick and in very critical condition. Tonight they injected him with something that will improve his immune system, and they will continue to do it once every night.

I am still holding onto whatever hope i have left. It just wouldn't be right if Thomas wasn't here. But man... i really miss him. Even right now. I haven't talked to him since Monday night and I would do anything just to hear his voice again.